although my initial intention was to complete the Cleveland half-marathon, i have recently decided to drop out of that particular race and slide into one of the 10k running slots. it seems to be the best decision for my health right now, but my competitive spirit is not all that pleased.
i really want the commemorative medallion and the glory that is awarded to ALL participants who FINISH the full- and half-marathon routes. i want to be able to tell my friends and family members that I accomplished this great feat in my final days living in Cleveland. i have trained hard, when i have been tired, when i have had aches and pains, and even amidst inclement weather. i hate GIVING UP!
all of sudden that voice of reason begins to speak. it reassures me that such a decision is in no way indicative of being a quitter; in fact, this choice of mine is actually very wise and, in many ways, healthy. do i ever want to exercise (attn: play basketball) again? there is chance that pushing myself to my physical limit could cause greater harm to my unclear health status! i know i don't want that. running, jogging or even walking 6.1 miles is a great accomplishment. in hindsight, as with most experiences, i think i will understand the impact of this decision.
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